the post below is a testament, a prayer to our great mother in whom we rest and have our being. i wrote it after doing reiki on myself this morning. the other day my friend juliana was doing reiki on me and she said I get a sense that you want to be protected, that you want to be cared for and nurtured.

i’ve sat with her comment and i realize that i do want to be protected, nurtured, cared and provided for, but not (solely, perhaps Soul-ly as well) by a partner, friends, parents or by my own efforts. i want to rest in the grand eternal herenow provision of Source, of God, of Mother, however one wants to word it. this is not to say that i will cease in making effort, but i believe there is a balance in that effort and i want to explore it.